FULL MOON IN ARIES
SUN IN LIBRA
ARIES REPRESENTS THE SELF
LIBRA REPRESENTS OTHERS
SO THIS FULL MOON IN ARIES IS CALLING FOR HARMONY BETWEEN OURSELVES AND OTHERS!
Some of us are self absorbed and may need balance to allow us to serve others in a selfless manner, without feeling like we are giving away too much of our self.
Some of us are stuck in the “WHAT ABOUT ME” program because as a child our needs were not met! This leads to self absorbed habits that make it difficult to consider others needs.
Some of us are to absorbed with the needs of others, to the point of not meeting our own needs. This is often the result of a narcissist parent that required people to sacrifice their own needs to keep peace in the house . This is also called codependency. Those of us who are empaths must learn how to serve others but not at the expense of loving self. How we feel is controlled by how others feel around us , especially those we have a relationship with like family members in the home , friends and spouses .
This planetary alignment has heightened our emotions to the max. If we use this energy to self reflect , we won’t use this energy to project and deflect when triggered. These are ego driven behaviors to prevent us from feeling like a bad person.
PLUTO ENERGY IS CALLING US TO DISCERN THE PARTS OF US THAT NEED TO DIE, SO THAT WE CAN BE REBORN! PLUTO IS LIKE THE GRAVE DIGGER, DIGGING INTO OUR UNCONSCIOUS PATTERNS IN THE FORM OF TRIGGERS.
DEITIES WHOSE ENERGY IS PRESENT TO HELP US SHIFT HIGHER.
Anubis determined which souls would journey to the Underworld by weighing their heart (the seat of the soul, or ba) against the feather of Maat (the Goddess of the principles, or neter, of truth, justice and moral integrity).
If the heart was found to weigh the same as the feather, Anubis escorted the soul to the Underworld (SUBCONSCIOUS) and left them in the hands of Osiris.
•if you plan on working with Anubis, you must be ready to face his challenges.
His standard of moral integrity is higher than the majority of humanity could fathom, but he’s not above teaching that integrity to those who wish to learn. Be ready to face your fears as well. Part of his challenge is facing fear and showing courage.
-SIDE NOTE ANUBIS IS EARNEST PATRON, WHICH IS THE SPIRITUAL IMPLICATIONS BEHIND THE REASON HE BECAME A Q-dog
-SIDE NOTE I HAVE RECENTLY DISCOVERED THE WOLVES THAT ARE MY SPIRIT GUIDES ARE THE SAME ANUBIS/ANPU ENERGY. Here’s proof . New genetic research indicates that the ancient Egyptian jackal is not a jackal at all, but an ancient wolf. AS WE ALLOW OUR OLD SELF TO DIE, THE ENERGY OF ANUBIS PROTECTS US!
As the Egyptian god responsible for protecting the dead, many prayers to Anubis were carved into their tombs. Anubis held this role until Osiris gained popularity and took it over.
•Anubis was the Guardian of the Scales, used to weigh the hearts of dead souls.
So as we are awakening from being the walking dead, Anubis is guarding us. The scales represents MAAT and LIBRA. THE DEITIES ASSOCIATED WITH THE PLANETARY ALIGNMENT IS ANUBIS PROTECTING MAAT AS WE WEIGH OUR SCALES USING SELF REFLECTION !
Carl Jung on Anubis
In Jungian psychology, a psychopomp is one who plays intermediary between the conscious and unconscious domains. They, generally, manifest as a wise man or woman, or sometimes a helpful animal.
ACTIVITIES FOR THE FULL MOON IN ARIES!
21 day commitment to shift closer to being your best self or higher self!
Examples- physically commit to eating healthier , or financially resist over spending and Etc.
Shadow exercises ARIES FULL MOON!
- Write down something that discourages you. It may be your inability to create healthy relationships or your inability to accomplish a goal like more stability in your finances. A personal example is - feeling like nothing you do works out the way you want it to work out.
- Then write down the reason or reasons that you feel that way. Example : It could be due to working an extra job but your still not making enough money to provide your families needs. It could be your inability to heal no matter how many techniques you use to self heal . Or your doing rituals that seem to not work. Maybe you’ve been trying to become your best self but continue to let your lower self (ego) control your reality .
- Then write down the negative impact this feeling has on you and your loved ones . Also write down how the particular feeling impacts your finances, businesses, and your purpose in life. Example- I struggle with feeling like I can’t do enough for my children , the impact on the children as a result of this is me teaching them lack , I’m subconsciously programming them to never fell good enough. This could cause deflated self confidence within themselves. This could also lead to complacency and procrastination because not being enough is painful so I’ll avoid doing things that may end in failure. If i don’t believe the knowledge of herbs isn’t enough, then I’ll stop making tinctures due to me not believing I know enough to create something that’ll actually help them out. I may even begin to think my herbal remedies will cause harm due to my lack of confidence in what I have learned up to this point.
- Write down the effects if I continue on this path . Example: if I continue feeling like I’m not good enough, I’ll forfeit any blessings that are waiting for me to get in alignment to receive manifestation. Also my attempts to manifest consciously will lead to manifestation of chaos and more lack. Remember the energy you put out is the only energy that will return to you . Vibration will meet you exactly where you are. If your vibration is high, then your higher self can be revealed to you because your on the same page (vibration).
- Write down the potentials of what my life would be like if I believed I am enough. Do this in all areas above. •relationships •finances •purpose is life. •business/career •health. •legacy we leave for our children
PUT THIS LINK IN THE DESCRIPTION! https://youtu.be/5tP14MN2M6I
How to be rich
RESILIENCE- Bounce back
INTUITION- it’s the Holy Spirit in the Bible .
CHANGE-
HAPPINESS-
WHAT NEEDS TO DIE???
Generational curses you see in yourself that need to die-
For me it’s anxiety , rushing and being judgemental. I also have the tendency to throw out clues to what I need instead of asking for what I need. Example - I’ll say “I’m so tired and I’m so much pain, I hope I have the strength to wash this laundry “. Instead I should ask someone to wash the laundry for me. Especially if there’s someone around that can help me . I also have the tendency to find something outside of myself to make me feel relief, usually a substance . Yes I have anxiety but i dont have to take anxiety meds every time I have anxiety . EMOTIONAL ATTRIBUTES PASSED DOWN MUST DIE!!!!!!
For Earnest - he needs to let go of the refusal to give affection . He refuses to give affection if he feel like it’s motivated by something that doesn’t make sense to him. Example - He picked up our grandson, then our daughter asked him to pick her up , he told her no because the only reason she wanted him to pick her up is because he picked up our grandson. THATS NOT A REASON TO REFUSE AFFECTION. THATS A GENERATIONAL PROGRAM BECAUSE HE DIDN’T GET HIS NEEDS MET IN THE AREA OF AFFECTION. Our oldest son is proof of this. He doesn’t ask for affection and is resistant when affection is being shown to him.
PUT THIS LINK IN THE DESCRIPTION! https://youtu.be/5tP14MN2M6I
How to be rich
RESILIENCE- Bounce back
INTUITION- it’s the Holy Spirit in the Bible .
CHANGE-
HAPPINESS-
WHAT NEEDS TO DIE???
Generational curses you see in yourself that need to die-
For me it’s anxiety , rushing and being judgemental. I also have the tendency to throw out clues to what I need instead of asking for what I need. Example - I’ll say “I’m so tired and I’m so much pain, I hope I have the strength to wash this laundry “. Instead I should ask someone to wash the laundry for me. Especially if there’s someone around that can help me . I also have the tendency to find something outside of myself to make me feel relief, usually a substance . Yes I have anxiety but i dont have to take anxiety meds every time I have anxiety . EMOTIONAL ATTRIBUTES PASSED DOWN MUST DIE!!!!!!
For Earnest - he needs to let go of the refusal to give affection . He refuses to give affection if he feel like it’s motivated by something that doesn’t make sense to him. Example - He picked up our grandson, then our daughter asked him to pick her up , he told her no because the only reason she wanted him to pick her up is because he picked up our grandson. THATS NOT A REASON TO REFUSE AFFECTION. THATS A GENERATIONAL PROGRAM BECAUSE HE DIDN’T GET HIS NEEDS MET IN THE AREA OF AFFECTION. Our oldest son is proof of this. He doesn’t ask for affection and is resistant when affection is being shown to him.
ACTIVITIES FOR THE FULL MOON IN ARIES!
21 day commitment to shift closer to being your best self or higher self!
Examples- physically commit to eating healthier , or financially resist over spending and Etc.
Shadow exercises ARIES FULL MOON!
- Write down something that discourages you. It may be your inability to create healthy relationships or your inability to accomplish a goal like more stability in your finances. A personal example is - feeling like nothing you do works out the way you want it to work out.
- Then write down the reason or reasons that you feel that way. Example : It could be due to working an extra job but your still not making enough money to provide your families needs. It could be your inability to heal no matter how many techniques you use to self heal . Or your doing rituals that seem to not work. Maybe you’ve been trying to become your best self but continue to let your lower self (ego) control your reality .
- Then write down the negative impact this feeling has on you and your loved ones . Also write down how the particular feeling impacts your finances, businesses, and your purpose in life. Example- I struggle with feeling like I can’t do enough for my children , the impact on the children as a result of this is me teaching them lack , I’m subconsciously programming them to never fell good enough. This could cause deflated self confidence within themselves. This could also lead to complacency and procrastination because not being enough is painful so I’ll avoid doing things that may end in failure. If i don’t believe the knowledge of herbs isn’t enough, then I’ll stop making tinctures due to me not believing I know enough to create something that’ll actually help them out. I may even begin to think my herbal remedies will cause harm due to my lack of confidence in what I have learned up to this point.
- Write down the effects if I continue on this path . Example: if I continue feeling like I’m not good enough, I’ll forfeit any blessings that are waiting for me to get in alignment to receive manifestation. Also my attempts to manifest consciously will lead to manifestation of chaos and more lack. Remember the energy you put out is the only energy that will return to you . Vibration will meet you exactly where you are. If your vibration is high, then your higher self can be revealed to you because your on the same page (vibration).
- Write down the potentials of what my life would be like if I believed I am enough. Do this in all areas above. •relationships •finances •purpose is life. •business/career •health. •legacy we leave for our children
PUT THIS LINK IN THE DESCRIPTION! https://youtu.be/5tP14MN2M6I
How to be rich
RESILIENCE- Bounce back
INTUITION- it’s the Holy Spirit in the Bible .
CHANGE-
HAPPINESS-
WHAT NEEDS TO DIE???
Generational curses you see in yourself that need to die-
For me it’s anxiety , rushing and being judgemental. I also have the tendency to throw out clues to what I need instead of asking for what I need. Example - I’ll say “I’m so tired and I’m so much pain, I hope I have the strength to wash this laundry “. Instead I should ask someone to wash the laundry for me. Especially if there’s someone around that can help me . I also have the tendency to find something outside of myself to make me feel relief, usually a substance . Yes I have anxiety but i dont have to take anxiety meds every time I have anxiety . EMOTIONAL ATTRIBUTES PASSED DOWN MUST DIE!!!!!!
For Earnest - he needs to let go of the refusal to give affection . He refuses to give affection if he feel like it’s motivated by something that doesn’t make sense to him. Example - He picked up our grandson, then our daughter asked him to pick her up , he told her no because the only reason she wanted him to pick her up is because he picked up our grandson. THATS NOT A REASON TO REFUSE AFFECTION. THATS A GENERATIONAL PROGRAM BECAUSE HE DIDN’T GET HIS NEEDS MET IN THE AREA OF AFFECTION. Our oldest son is proof of this. He doesn’t ask for affection and is resistant when affection is being shown to him.
Using this time to deeply reflect all aspects of emotional release is vital. As already stated not working through these emotional and psychological issues now will cause perpetual stagnation. This is the phase to shift into the best version of yourself requiring the utmost patience and resilience.
Personally, I have struggled to see myself time and time again. I am determined to master myself and get the breakthroughs necessary to change and impact my family for the best. My inability to not see myself in the aftermath of said tendencies brings on frustration with a side of depression momentarily. However, the patterns and tendencies that have plagued my life have autonomously been programmed through the lack of receiving affection and it being healthily demonstrated before me in my upbringing. From the subconscious I consistently think about “myself” or self gratification before considering others in the most non serving way. In other words it is not beneficial how I consider myself first in these particular moments.
(And let me inject this here... tonight!!! Lol. There occurred just another instance of me thinking of myself. Hey I caught it 15 seconds later. Let’s celebrate... hahaha!)
It is a reflection of how much I have been cold and disconnected from being able to display affection because in my mind I will not allow myself to be used and not thought of by always putting others first. This I find is an internal fear that is a result of my affection issues.
So this default defense mechanism is wrong and totally unnecessary and it is an emotional handicap. Time to release it and be healed emotionally!
Another instance that stems from the bigger issue I’m learning is the mindset pattern of “nothing works for me”. The gremlins of this mindset repeatedly poke at “look you are still in the same cycle of your past!” Same financial patterns of lack, romantic relationship issues, struggles of family blending and stagnant business practices.
Now as Kham and I normally address our problems, the idea came forward to journal specifically the effects of this “nothing works for me” thought pattern. Why do I feel nothing works for me? How does feeling this way effect my spouse, my children, and my business! Answering these questions removed the heavy low vibrational energy in my vortex and gave me peace of mind.
